Glad to be back @ church after missing last week's service. Just 1 service and I feel like I had been away for so long! Haha.

Happy to be praising and worshipping God with MengChing, being touched by the love of God together. It was awesome... Truly, a day in the House of God is better than a thousand days in the world! :)



Anyway, I have been crying every day since I returned. Some things are too much to bear. Unreasonable requests and unfair treatments. Most of the time I am the one giving in, resorting to my own room in the company of my precious posessions. I don't see any point in mindless arguments which will eventually lead to a futile ending anyway.


Been practising much cello lately, I guess distance (literally) makes the heart grow fonder. :) I was practising on my bed today and it was so convenient to just lie back for a rest. I did that and actually fell asleep! With my cello still between my legs lol... Thankfully it didn't fall off, otherwise that'd be another tragedy. Boo.



And yes, I did play on my piano today. It was still heartbreaking to see the damage. Thankfully it is at the side, so I won't see it if I make a conscious effort not to. I am probably in the "denial" stage now. =P Didn't play much, just some worship songs...

After this incident, the statement "The world can take everything away from me but God is mine forever." becomes more real.

I thank God for keeping me rather composed and rational in such a time. I dunno, it must have been divine intervention. =P



Well, leaving you with the verse of the day!

So we don’t look at the troubles we can see now; rather, we fix our gaze on things that cannot be seen. For the things we see now will soon be gone, but the things we cannot see will last forever.

2 Corinthians 4:18